I suggest you spend a little time learning the languages, as they say, you lost the game! I also think, par the course, someone educated, maybe an empath, is required!! Do not ever think for a second that I am not aware because I don’t utter the words! I choose my path; I choose light!
I love soapboxes; they are just somewhere to clear your mindset or perhaps bring resolute closure to a situation. I also love weird quotes and phrases, and to be perfectly honest, there is an entire laundry list of things I love. There is also a list of things I don’t like! I will sum up the don’t care for that shit list for you, asshats, toilet bowls, and your proverbial donkey’s arses! Team 12, you are closing in on the 90-day mark. Does that mean you re-up your anty when the goal is not achieved? How does this even work? tick-tock, tick-tock!
I still feel I am better at this. If you don’t meet your goals? Do you extend the goal? Do you go back to the drawing board, and I think I mentioned the number 12? Still not my number… anyhoo…Do you lose commissions? Is anyone feeling a little bit of asshattery? Because I think that if you attempt to take things that are not yours, you are “burger batcha.” You didn’t earn what you took. Wait, there may be better slang! My selection is “Khair chaddo hun, mitti pao” The loose translation is, “just leave it, bury it.” There is an English translation. It’s best to let sleeping dogs lie! Anywhooo! I have added an entire list of cusswords, slang, and profanities to my journal! If you decide to steal things from people you didn’t earn! Also, even if I CHOOSE to not speak of your actions, never feel for even a second I have not wandered through all of it!
Understand your intention and own that shit!
I love to learn! Let me reiterate, I freaking love learning!
I also love to write, DaVinci had his paintbrush, and I have my pen!
Words are funny, aren’t they, “burger batcha” now the loose translation for this is “you are a spoiled brat.” Let me offer my own phrase in follow-up, “syaapa pae Gaya,” loosely translated as “a mess has been created.” I will add “a hot mess has been created!”
Having survived rape, “spoiled brat” is not a phrase I ever would have used. Let me clarify that typically, a catalyst occurs following “the rape” that will remain throughout your life. Other unavoidable things are a part of the pain and the process.
First, your brain, you have to get out of that brain! It is part of the process, though. You have to, as painful as it sounds, forgives, forgive to survive. In essence, you are entirely forgiving yourself not the person who yields the weapon!
Be strong, be fucking brave! I promise you that this is the moment that will silently take something precious that is only yours, your innocence. You have the power to take that power and virtue, purity, and innocence back!
You do that in how you transcend throughout your life. Choose your sparkle!
The following parts are a little more profound. You either become, “Hey, check me out!” Or you become “Please Lord in Heaven, do not let them see me!” Either option is you choosing to survive! I opted for number #2.
Are you the victim of the “circumstance,” or are you a fucking survivor! Again, I opted for number #2!
Back up a little smidge, I am just going to say being raped and having something that is all the beauty of the world taken by another without your consent exists in an entirely different universe. The next time someone you love is raped, go ask them how “spoiled” they feel. The more profound image that you straddle every day is WTF! Like, WTF! There may be a double standard at play??? Hmmm! People take things that don’t belong to them, putting that person into the “wow” category! But still, Rab Raakhaan, “may God be with you,” and I will add on your journey.
Let’s wander on this platform for a minute or two. It allows me to get the brain juices flowing!
Forest of Words 