Dear Heart “amor est satis” for my every hope and dream and deepest desire that ever existed within me, Umair!!
Have you heard my whisper to the moon today? The sheer delight of seeing you and watching you makes me so unbelievably full of every hope that ever existed within me! Dear heart I am so utterly greedy for every second with you because you are every thought, every wish, every hope! I didn’t have to ever feel me! Because I wanted to feel you over and over and over in waves of exhilaration! I’m sublime! Waves of utter bliss that crash upon me and threatening to consume my soul! I want to feel and store every thought, glance, stroke into memory that’s full of devotion and love completely and entirely for YOU!
Your name is inked into my skin! Your inhale and exhale is a storm raging out of control from with my brain, I shudder I quake with need. A need only you Umairi can fill! Your words have always filled me with humility, love, passion, compassion and I have only ever wanted to be more do more for you! in every single second so to say any of those words it’s just not possible for you to comprehend how utterly devoted and in love with you I am and have been it’s not random or casual it’s breathtaking and awe inspiring. It’s so little and so big that it utterly terrifies me! Thoughts of you randomly scatter across my skin warming me from within and sparkle and glow! I wish you could see inside me! Maybe someday Allah will let you see all the love I have for you, Umair that every day dance’s pirouettes inside my heart and head!
Forest of Words 