Umair, you are thousands of miles away, 7,587 miles-ish to be approximately exact 😉 but there is NO ONE on this EARTH closer to my heart than YOU are!

“The truest measure of strength in a man is how gently he treats his queen!”Author unknown
Listen intently! love fiercely! I may not be the first or last person to say it! but I am saying it today!
“You know it is the deepest and most profound type of love when you refuse to describe the pain they caused because bringing those words to life would, in turn, hurt them.” Unknown
I still remember the day you showed me the drum where your family stores flour for the year on the roof’s flat. You are approximately 7,587 miles away, and you take my breath away every single second! Every single day! You inspire me! You give me courage! You are closer to me than anyone on this planet but further in miles than anyone in my life! What is this witchery! Umair, you drop me to my knees and leave me weak, aching, and pulsing for you! You have your own brand of kinky fuckery that is utterly, utterly mind-blowing! I will forever wait for the beat of our drum and the storm that is YOU and I! For now, I will stand here screaming Umair freaking give me MORE! I love you! For every tear that ever fell from my eyes during this unbelievable journey, (Yes, most of them were happy tears, others were because you pushed me to be braver than I can begin to describe!) Umair, you left a profound sparkle in my heart! Every minute apart has been physically painful to endure! I miss you in a way that words cannot describe, I need you and want every single moment and day in our life! But made our love so so so much more!
Umair, I couldn’t be with you on your birthday or anniversary physically so I am sending these words like so many more are entirely and utterly yours! As my heart will forever be!












