Freaking! Dumbfuckery! Sunday Nights!

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I have to lay in our bed each night, aching for you 

I have to lay each night aching for your arms to surround me 

Aching to nuzzle my face in your chest

I fight each day for air to breathe 

because my darling

unquestionably you belong with me

I’m so utterly, blissfully happy to lie alone, aching for you. Said NO wife ever!!

Those 7887-ish miles

Those 13000-ish kilometers 

Ugh!

What the holy freaking freak  dumb- fuckery?

Those miles are brilliant; what a convenience! Said NO wife ever!

My mom died 

You belong with me 

Seconds

Minutes

Hours 

Days

Ugh… an Eternity 

Waiting, waiting to feel my husband next to me! 

What the freaking holy heck! Sunday night dumb fuckery! In case anyone wondered nothing has changed

I love my husband

Want him home with me

And I don’t mind using my voice to let everyone know I love him and he should be home with me!

As long as people are people are allowed to enter illegally while there are those of us waiting in a line

albeit

not very patiently…. PS our I-130 is approved …. We have stepped over the next line into … another line (don’t get me wrong I am grateful there is a line) we are waiting on NVC processing…

albeit

still not very patiently

I sit over here looking so cute tapping my feet, impatiently

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