Forest of Words

Gazing up at each brilliant sky

My heart burns for you

Aches for you

You are always on my mind want and need to feel you forever and until the end of time right next to me. You are what eternity is for me!

ILYSM Mr. Umair

Love, Mrs. Umair

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You may have castles of silver and gold

Treasures of jewels

Pockets full as can be 

Richer than I, you will never be

I have a husband who tenderly whispers of his love and devotion to me

And captures the moon, sun, and stars for me

I love you Umair

I want you to pull me in your arms and make all of this

this

this

you are my everything

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Today is and might be one of the hardest days of my life

We have stopped all medications that will prolong moms life

I feel like I have been punched in the stomach waiting

I still want and need my husband desperately

If moms gets to leave the hospital will have hospice care team

Please lift up prayers for peace for moms and pray Umair is allowed to be by my side

Update Mom died tonight at 800 pm in hospital 07/30/2024. She was saying to nurses she was having anxiety she had been having this it’s likely the GI bleed or heart caused. Update the doctors knew the bleed was not controlled they didn’t correct whatever happened to first do no harm.

 Because you are my entire everything 

Because you are the light in the day

And you are my light in the darkness 

Because you are my strength 

Because you are my heart 

Because you are my soul

Because I love you 

Because you fill my life with so much love 

Because YOU, UMAIR, are and have always been my everything 

I ache for you in all the moments we are apart

I long for all the moments and so much more when we are together 

Every sunrise 

Every sunset 

I want to feel you near me 

Why 

Why 

Why you ask 

Because you are my everything 

You are every perfect piece that I have waited an eternity for 

You are every imperfect piece that fits perfectly with me 

You are my other half 

You, Umair, are my everything 

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 I took you, Umair, as my husband 

And along with so many things on our wedding day and the happiest, most beautiful day

Today and every day 

Since the day we began 

I promise to love you even on days when you struggle to love yourself, and then I promise to love you even more

I promise to honor you, and on days when you feel like no one is listening then, I promise to listen closer and hold you tighter than before 

I promise to treasure you every single day, on days when you struggle, and then remember all our memories and the beautiful, loving journey we have together 

I promise to love you in sickness and in health, and on the days when you feel your health is less, then I will love you even more than yesterday and even more than tomorrow

I love you 

I love you 

I love you, Umair, so freaking much 

On this day two years ago, we were spending our last night sleeping wrapped in each other’s arms 

I miss our honeymoon and the paradise of Dubai 

I cannot wait for you to come home 

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It’s another Friday again, and I’m crazy missing my husband, Umair

I have to say that one of our biggest frustrations while waiting for our case to be approved and for Umair to be able to come to the United States with me is next-level annoying. People seem to have forgotten that those of us who live in the United States are all immigrants. I grew up a military brat, so I was surrounded by culture. My playground was in Panama. 

The system is broken, and something has to be done to fix it. I hear every day about the unification of families and the government allowing people who entered the United States illegally to be unified with their families! Still, there are those couples who follow the rules and listen to the system and follow the rules only to be slowed down. Mom has now likely had a heart attack with troponin levels at 936! Now, in complete kidney failure, a GI bleed we can’t fix. I need my husband, and he needs me. While I sit in the hospital worrying, my husband is in Pakistan, frustrated and worrying because he wants to be by my side and here to be with his mother-in-law as well. When we ask for expedite it’s for a reason and not to chase or cut people in line. I have three masters degrees in education, so I’m well aware of turn taking! But humans have to matter and so when people ask for urgency there is a reason!!

So this week with Mom, who was already heart failure, a fib, a new pacemaker, diabetes, kidney failure, and COPD emphysema-like symptoms. Complications of advancing kidney failure from 3B to teetering three points from complete renal failure. Anyone asks why having your support system with you is essential when going through these things daily. I drive to the hospital, and my mom has now had five blood transfusions, which is already risky and complicated for a heart failure patient. I need my husband next to me. He is my support system. So each day, as I drive an hour to the hospital and an hour home, and most days, I’m exhausted and forget to eat until I drive home later in the day. I need my husband in every second. And still, people take their time processing what already should have done which is land my husband by my side along with mom matters! Needless to say for everyone sitting here worried about moms it’s been an awful week!

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Once upon a time, a girl found her heart across the sea

Across the deserts 

Across what seemed endless 

To where she found her heart 

Where she found her King

Where she found love 

I love you 

I love you 

I love you, Umair 

Every single day has been filled with my love for you massively 

You are my heart 

My everything 

You make me want to be more than I have been 

You bring to life a world of love and a symphony of words inside my head

Every single day, we have to spend apart 

An ache drills inside of me 

An ache of longing for all the moments that are you and me 

My love everything 

Forever 

It is only the beginning 

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When you say you know I love Islamabad it’s true without a doubt the beauty is well remarkable

But what I am missing most

Is YOU

When you say you know I love Dubai, it’s true without a doubt the culture and attractions are next level creations and breathtaking

But what I am missing most

Is YOU

I miss your hands

I miss them wrapped around me

I love you snuggling me in your arms safely

I love when you send me off for sleep

I love when you wake me

and kiss me deeply

So when I say I am missing things it’s absolutely true

At the heart of it all

Is a deep and profound longing for you

My husband

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Reach for every star Zayan my precious nephew your uncle and I treasure you

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My husband and our nephew

It’s 3 am here 

I can’t sleep 

I want to feel your arms around me 

It’s 3 am here 

And it’s only been about 8 hours since you went to sleep, 

It’s 3 am 

I want to feel your hands on me

Holding me tight 

It’s 3 am here 

I know I should be asleep 

I woke up, and the bed feels empty without you next to me 

I want to feel you 

I want to touch you

I want to feel you 

I want to feel every kiss that turns into so much more 

I love each touch that turns into a tease 

I love the ache of love burning in me

I freaking love when your pants hit the floor 

I love every part of you, and you leave me wanting more 

It’s 3 am 

I want you to know 

You hold every part of me 

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