Forest of Words

My darling, my darling 

Have I told you today ??? Just how much I love you and need you next to me… if I haven’t said it enough, let me whisper to you that you are my forever, my everything, and I need you! Below is the text my husband Umair sent. Please find my reply. Out silly, sweet memories of our love story notebook! 

I have found my soul mate(lynn), and ( I have found mine, Umair, it’s forever,and it’s you!) I want to live with her(lynn)(and I want to live with you, Umair! Every single day, I want to love you and feel you by my side! I ache for you in ways impossible to describe!) I miss you in many ways, even though we spend our days together. Umair sends me gifts of photos and videos, priceless treasures for me 

But my life is making me at the next level, hard on the ground, and breaking me into pieces ( My darling Umair, my darling, as life partners and soul mates, it’s our job to help each other along the way! And to be fair, none of these issues were anything that you created but rather ones that spiraled due to bad decisions by your brother and massively taking advantage of you

And my soul mate is trying to fix these pieces over and over again. I’m afraid that this way my soul mate one day gonna get tired, and that’s also not fair with her (Umair, you don’t ever have to worry about me being tired. You are my partner and soul mate, and I will love you forever; I will stay by your side that long too! You are mine, and that’s forever! ) You are my Shohar, and that will beforever. You are my kiss from the heavens. I love you! Sabar, Sabar Mera Shohar!

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I still remember the day I stepped off a plane in Dubai

I traveled something like 38 hours to be with the man I love

Not counting layovers

The rest I replay over and over in my mind 

Waiting at the airport to see his face looking back at me

I looked for him in every face 

He had waited hours, so he went to our hotel 

The limo driver was a toilet festival of negativity 

But the hotel there was you 

The moment I landed in your arms 

Your lips on me 

Our gentle dance 

The rest is history 

Every single day, Umair takes care of my heart and loves me 

Every single day, he protects me

We have had to face a lot of uphill battles along the way 

But I would do it over and over again every single day 

that man is my heart 

Is there anything else to say 

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Roses are sometimes red, 

Violets are rarely blue

You color, my cheeks, the sweetest pinks, and reds

I love every color of love you bring out in me

I love you, Umair

I love you

That is forever, baby

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We were too silly kids 

falling deeper in love

Falling deeper

Are beautifully

Completely

In love

We set off to see the world, our first taste of adventure

It was my first trip to the destination I’d always dreamed of, beautiful Dubai. I wanted to see the wonders of the world.

It was 💜Umair💜💜’s first trip as well outside of Pakistan

Too silly kids

I had no clue whatsoever that my debit card wouldn’t work internationally

We had a pocket full of cash that we made work

We bought absolutely nothing for ourselves on this trip

💜Umair💜💜 had brought me gifts from home, and I had brought him gifts from home

My absolute treasure from this trip, the honeymoon of a lifetime with my husband, even though absolute treasures from this trip, the honeymoon of a lifetime with my husband

I wish we had done more of the gold souk & tea souk and fantastic day excursion, the water taxi that took my breath away. I had never experienced anything like this: the green planet, walking on the beach, the fountain. Oh my gosh, I had no idea what all the hype was about the fountain, but 💜Umair💜💜 was convinced I needed to see this, and I did because in front of me, this musical late show water display took my breath away as my husband and his smile that can light up the world

I love my husband as much as I did on that fantastic trip. Maybe I love him even more. Is that even possible? I think it is because we’ve had family hurdles and health issues with Mom, but it continues to go downhill, and we face them together.

I love you 💜Umair💜💜 thank you for giving me a paradise for a honeymoon, and I wish plane tickets weren’t so expensive because honey, I go back to Dubai every weekend with you. I love you so much.

Love, your wife 

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 Did you know in every single thing you do?

Did you know there are words whispered?

Do you hear the words 

I love you

Did you know if every single thing we do

From the moment we wake 

From the moment we dream

From the greenness of the grass

From the sparkle in the stars 

From the glowing of the moon

From the wind swaying the trees

The words are there in everything 

All you have to do is look and see

From every text, FaceTime Video, and how we would spend hours and hours together each day

To our actual honeymoon in Dubai

Magical days that are yours and mine 

We explored a world you and I had never seen

During my trip to Islamabad, we shared more magic along with our family 

Magical days that were not nearly enough 

I ache for you every single day 

I know you ache for me as well

You want all the times that are ours 

I want them as well

I want to curl up in your arms 

I want to snuggle in your chest

I want my husband on a plane coming home to me

It’s another Friday, and I miss you 

Did you know 

Did you know 

Did you know Umair 

I miss you in everything 

Love, Mrs. Umair 

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In every moment 

There are the sweetest fragments of you 

The way you tousle my curls 

The way you pull me closer to you

The way your hands reach out to caress my skin

The way you love me

The way you wrap your magnificent arms around me when I sleep 

The way you watch me when I sleep, when you think nobody can see 

The way you softly trace the outline of every curve on my body

The way your fingers trace where the colors of the brightest pinks you left upon my skin

The way you do every single thing

The way you love me 

The way you love me, Umair 

The way you protect me

The way you wrap me in your arms and let me cuddle deeply into your chest

The way you get spicy to defend me to everyone 

And you don’t think I understand a word

Indeed, I am not fluent in Urdu YET

But I speak the language of you and your heart fluently

All the ways you love me

All the ways I love your heart and the way you love me 

You are my forever

And I am yours

You are my exclusive sparkle 

In a growing dark world 

I love you, Umair 

PS he sends me love letters in photos every single day. Photos and videos by my husband Umair!

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Let’s be honest

Let’s get real

I’m about to show you exactly how I feel

I love you endlessly 

I need you even more 

Love your sweet, sexy a$$

Need I say more 

I love it even more 

When your pants hit the floor

And we share the same space

My sweet, sexy King 

I love you eternally 

You are the fireworks in my heart 

You make me want to sing

Instead, I will mix up a rhyme or two 

And whisper softly 

Baby, I love you 

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He is my heart

The perfect marriage = two imperfect people who refuse to give up on each other

not actually sorry!

Zoom in on my husbands ring it’s stunning right

In his country wedding bands are nbd

The big deal was for my heart

So Umair goes to pick a ring we are in utterly different countries when selection of rings. I had an idea of the one he was picking for me. I had picked a ring here as well and brought it had to be resized so it came back.

The ring on his finger is yellow topaz also known as imperial topaz. It’s known for its attraction to manifesting your dreams. My birthday is November 1, All Saints Day, Umair knows the day of my birthday he did not have a clue of the stone being my birthstone and still to this day doesn’t know. Love is funny and it makes me utterly, blissfully happy seeing on his finger.

Its another Friday

I freaking miss him so much

Love Mrs. Umair

Roses can be red

Violets are nearly ever blue 

In every single moment 

There is me

And there is you

I linger in the beauty of those moments 

You are the other part of me 

I am the other part of you

When together we are perfection 

Sublimely

I long for your arms to wrap around my waist

I long for the sweetness of your kisses 

That deepens into so much more 

I long for every minute where I can rest my head on your chest 

I long for so much more

I long for the caresses you give me in taxis 

I love it when your eyes light up, and you feed me food 

I love all the things I can do for you 

I wish for a life without complexities or complications 

I long for every minute with you 

I love you

I love you

I love you Umair 

Tomorrow is Friday again and I wish you could get on that plane

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photos by Umair