Forest of Words

My love, my heartbeat, my Mera Shohar, Umair 

You are my reason each and every day, 

A reason to be grateful 

A reason to hope

A reason to love 

I have loved you for 1,033 days

I have loved you for 2 years, 9 months, and 27 days -ish

I have longed for your arms to hold me tightly close to you in our home

In our bed

Next to you for 33 months and 27 days

I have longed to smell your scent on my skin for 24,792 hours, minus the delicious hours we have spent physically together 

And I want to breathe you in forever

I have ached for you for 1,487,250 minutes 

I have longed to hold your hands and taste your delicious lips for 89,251,200 seconds 

I have counted the days, the hours, and the minutes right down to the seconds

Every single one is filled with you 

I love you, Umair, the beloved son of Bashir Ahmed and Salma Bibi. My Mera Shohar! 

You are my heartbeat 

My treasure

I never want to imagine a world where you and I are not together! On our own gravitational pull! You are the specks of sand in my hourglass, and I want to spend Janna with you! By your side! 

Thank you for loving me so deeply 

Thank you for loving me so completely 

I adore and treasure you! 

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You just woke me up with a smile, 

the sun glistening on your face 

every single minute 

you take my breath away. 

I’m so glad you are mine 

forever in every single way 

So many minutes gazing into your gloriously golden-flecked eyes

I love you, Mera Shohar, Umair 

Is there really anymore to say

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Twinkle twinkle

Bright shining stars

Wishing every single day to be exactly where you are

I love every single thing that makes you and me

I love all the messy bits

I love all the parts we are meant to be to each other 

I love all the things we have become in this long-distance love story

I love it something to behold our love is grown

As we have along the way, you are my forever

Is there really any more to say? 

Little known tidbit 

you may not know Umair picked out my wedding dress for me? He also picked out my wedding ring, which suits me perfectly. 

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Roses are red
And sometimes the sky is all rosy, too
Blushing beautifully
The sky is aglow
Just like you make me
Each kiss delightfully
Each touch more
I long for your fingers to caress me
I ache for your hands to pull me closer to you
Your chest is where I belong in every single minute
My head resting
My heart is at peace
Umair, Mera Shohar
You are my forever
Each breath
I ache for you to be by my side

Umair added so he can say something spicy and make my face red❤️

with so much love

and pink skies and cheeks,

Love, The Umairs

Umair put a ring on my finger

Let me tell you what that means

I flew to Dubai to land in his arms

There are several yummy videos to prove it, too

I raced to Islamabad

So I could peacefully find my peace 

He gave me the most beautiful bouquet at the airport 

I touched him, kissed him

And I thought we would both explode

Into a billion delicious pieces 

We could not wait to get to our apartment 

Where he fucking rocked my world over and over again each and every night 

Let me tell you precisely what he means to me

His is my all 

He is my everything 

Let me tell you how it goes 

He has all of me 

Every bit

All the parts no one has ever seen 

He is my heart

Body 

And soul

There is nothing and no one on this planet that is deeper and more connected to me

I love all the parts of him 

Completely 

Deeply 

And he is mine forever 

He has given his promise to me over and over again that he is mine absolutely 

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My baby

My baby 

Can you hear my whispers?

Can you hear my pleas?

I need you 

I want you 

Home with me

Home where you always belonged 

Right next to me

Our home, you and I, forever together 

Together, we are each other’s peace 

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Roses are red 

Violets are blue 

I should be sleeping 

But I’m lying here thinking of you 

You are always on my mind 

The time we have had to spend apart 

Physically

Thousands of miles separating 

It makes me love you more

It makes me need you more 

Makes my tummy ache 

I want you home with me 

I need you by my side 

Breathe you in 

Hold me tightly in your arms 

Can you feel the way you make my body quake, shiver, and moan 

I feel you to my core 

You are my heartbeat

You are my air

You are every reason 

You are my captain

You are my king

You are my everything 

You are my strength

You are my protector 

You are my sweetheart

You are my handsome, gorgeous husband 

You are my Janna 

I love you, Umair 

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har mant min aap ke liye takeef dita hon mera shohar, Umair

Tick tock 

Tick tock 

Rewind the minutes on the clock

Let me lay in your arms 

Let me stay 

Where I belong 

With you Umair 

Each and every day

Tick tock 

Tick tock 

Racing against the clock 

Waiting waiting 

Still another line

March to the beat 

Step to the rhyme

I need to feel your hands holding mine

You have my heart 

You have my everything 

Wrap your arms around me where I can safely be 

In your arms 

In our world 

Together 

Blissfully 

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