Forest of Words

Roses are all shades of red

Violets almost never are perfectly blue

You walked into my life and WHAM

A love

A love

A love so profound

You had me way before you started teaching me Urdu

Of all the love songs, stories, poems and sonnets

You want to live with me in the USA and I fell in love with Pakistan and it’s beauty all around so now we have two homes in our hearts

All I know

All I know

All I know is from out of the freaking blue

You walked in and WHAM!!

I fell so deeply in love with you

I miss you more and more with each passing day! I miss you massively! Is there really any more to say! Except get home to me! Your late! I miss you deeply! Need you even more! Wish to the heavens you were walking through our front door!

💜Umair, meri jaan, meri pyaare, meri shohar main tumse mohabbat karta hun!

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Roses, Posies and Pansies too

I am grateful

I am grateful for you

I am grateful you hold me tight

Saw all my wounds from the past held me tight and loved me even more

Wounds you didn’t cause but promised to kiss away the pain and you have gently and slowly each and every day

I am grateful for the whispers you offer to me, whispers of love meant only for me

I am grateful you protect me

I am grateful you protect our entire family

I am blessed

I really wish you could come home because I really freaking miss you every day

💜Umair, meri jaan, meri pyaare, meri shohar main tumse mohabbat karta hun!

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I am so blessed

I am so blessed you see

I have the most wonderful perfect man who treasures, loves and adores me

I am blessed because he is bound by his faith to honor and protect me

We are devoted and bound by our vows, two hearts united before Allah and our family

He is my hero, though he doesn’t know it at all, he is not proud or boastful, not at all

He faces challenges every single day

He holds up our family in his hands every single day

He holds me, his wife, with such loving care!

Shows me every single day that he loves me

In every possible way though we are separated by miles

I love him equally the very same way so you see the blessings are double for us

The love that we have

The love that we share

Makes us lucky and blessed indeed

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So as Umair and I have done all the work for our case today I was still overjoyed to hear and see the following progress. I want to be the woman that says Boundless Immigration was so amazing they made our journey so incredibly fantastic. I have now been waiting over 7 days since I paid the USCIS fees. This is on top of the other fees! We started with them on March 13,2024 and we have uploaded everything they ask within minutes of the request!! Still a month and a half later we are not even mailed yet. Now today I was told our expedite request “file” was damaged and not included. Within minutes I delivered a copy of expedite AGAIN. They are charging us a check fee even though they “say” they are using credit card. Now keep in mind, I write poetry, I’m a romantic obviously! I’m devoted to my Shohar! I just want our case to progress so my husband can come home. At 11:11 am, I sent the expedite file Again!

Roses are nearly always red

Violets are certainly vibrant shades of purply blue

Most days

Most days

My heart and body ache for you

Other days are a culmination of needing and missing you

So while roses are nearly always red but come in a kaleidoscope of colorful hues

Each and every day we have had to spend apart I have longed for you

I love you my baby

January 10, marks the day you made me officially yours

While I have loved you much longer

I have loved you much longer than all the Love Hallmark Cards in the world

I have loved you deeper than 1 terabyte of storage can express

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Little Bird

Little Bird

Chirping from the ledge

cheep cheep

cheep cheep

cheep cheep

You sing gleefully

What is your story you hope to share

What is in your melody

Gleefully

Gleefully

You sing out to me

Your beautiful melody called out for all to hear

cheep cheep

cheep cheep

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You send me photos throughout my day

A kaleidoscope of emotions, spring to life in brilliant hues

Waves of emotions washing over me

I want to be where you are

I want to have you right here with me

Words for me have always been a symphony

Words dance around in a delightful dance

Spinning around in pirouette’s

Words come to life inside my head

Words that illustrate what you mean to me

Words spring to life from my heart and head

Words that barely begin to express all the ways you love me

And the way I love you

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I close my eyes

What do I see

I see

I see

I see you and I together

I feel

I feel

I feel you reaching for me

I dream

I dream

I dream of you and me

I dream of our life we have built together

I dream of us

Together in the same house

I dream of you and me

I dream of all the wishes and plans we have shared and built together

You and me

I dream and feel you touching me

I treasure all the things that people every day take for granted

For over two years now

Everyday dreams

Dreams of the life we have built together loving each other with our families

I dream of Friday night cuddles

Cups of coffee and chai

Laughter in the kitchen, it’s you and I

Making a mess and cooking in the kitchen and then cleaning it up

Laughter and happiness all around us

Cuddles on the couch

Naps whenever we desire

Drives in our truck together

Walks together

Taking care of our home and family together

I close my eyes

I close my eyes

I close my eyes and what do I see

I see you and I together

Where we have always been meant to be

Together

The Umair’s

I love you baby

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Tick Tock

Tick Tock

Listen to the drumming of the clock

Memories rush in of the first time you kissed me and slid off my clothes and we melted into each other perfectly

Baboom

Baboom

Listen to the drumming of my heart

Memories of you twirling me in your arms in our hotel room at the Stella Di Mare

Memories of spices I have never experienced before and falling in love with the smell and taste of chai with you

Seeing the world brilliantly from the top of mountains filled with trees I adore

Walks in parks

Strolls on the beach

You hold every joyous thought in my heart that existed! Get your ass home! You are late! I want to feel you next to me!

I love you baby!

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I don’t know much about anything in this world but what I do know is that man is my everything! He is my heart! My air! His name is forever tattooed on my skin! His actual signature! I love him! I adore him! That’s not to say we don’t have normal couple issues! What I do know is it feels like I have loved this man forever and he is where my heart begins and ends! He is my everything! I wish the world wasn’t so crazy and they didn’t make it so hard l, we have been fighting battles since the beginning of us! Fights that scream out that we are real and a bonafide couple! Since we are from separate countries we have to prove to the world we are real, we already know what we are to each other and that will never change! A love like this is next level scary, but so worth it! I feel so so so next level treasured, and adored to have had such an amazing love in my life! Forever will never be enough time to love and be loved by my husband!

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