Forest of Words

Tonight and lately, you have a far-off, worried look on your face

You carry the weight of all this worry on your shoulders and try to hide it away. Worry and pain by actions entirely not your own!

Off behind your eyes 

Where you think no one can see 

You close your eyes, thinking I won’t see or feel any of what you don’t utter in words 

Your strength is magnificent 

You support all of your family with such devotion and love 

I stand here loving you today and every day

I stand in amazement at the man that you are 

You, Umair, take my breath away

If I haven’t said it lately, I will say it again: you are my hero today and every day

You captivated my soul and captured my heart I’m here to share it all with you, I will never leave your side

Even when you try to hide it all away where no one else will feel the pain. You never have to bear it alone, or worry it’s too much. You have my vow. Through the good and the bad, through the ups and the downs. For better, for worse. In the light and in the dark! You are my everything, my forever!

My love, my baby, 

You are off to the city, and I can’t sleep

I need you so badly right next to me

I want to feel your breath on my skin

I have a million and one reasons to whisper in your ear

Come closer, my love so that you might hear

All the reasons you make me so proud to stand by your side

All the reasons your strength inspires me each day

All the reasons I want to kiss your lips 

And feel you kissing mine

All the reasons I want your arms to surround me in your loving embrace. Every single minute where I sleep peacefully and beautifully wrapped in your arms 

Even more, the minutes when you wake me with “Baby, it’s only a little tease.” And with your smile that can light up Yankee Stadium with ease, you set your sights on bringing me to my knees with passion and pleasure 

Turning me into liquid lava 

What in the hell is this kinky fuckery that you offer to me

I got my version of perfection in all that you are

You light up my world, baby, brighter than all the stars in the sky

And now that I have offered all these loving confessions, I will wish you goodnight from my side 

Where I wish for sleep, where I will run to your arms in my dreams 

You’ve gone off to sleep, and it’s another Friday again
I hate that you are thousands of miles away
I ache to feel you close to me, your breath in my curls
The way your fingers clasp my hips and you pull me deeper in your arms
Every single time you touch me, a passionate fire rages igniting the storm that’s about to begin
You ache to be in your home surrounded by all of us
I desperately ache for your love, strength, and presence in our home. I do not want to spend another Friday night without you by my side. The longing rocks me to my core
I’m your Princess
You are my Prince and my King
I need my fairy Godmother to come out of the shadows and into the light and grant me one wish. I swear I will never ask for another thing! Bring my love, heart, and husband, Umair, safely home to me. Bring him swiftly carried on angel wings. I fucking need my husband by my side

The moment I landed in your arms, my life would never be the same
forever
perfection
you spun me around in your arms
your smile lit up the room
you kissed my lips deeply
caressed every inch of my skin
loved me deeply, sweetly, completely
I am utterly undone
newly made
in your arms
kissed every scar others had left behind
each time you call me your princess, doll, beauty, and your queen
I am loved
I am loved
You, Umair, loved me back to life
the day my flight left
my heart was ripping apart
I put on a brave face
on the outside
until I passed through the gates
the tears began to flow
an ocean of longing and aching
and you had barely left my sight
I cried the entire way back to Kansas
and that was the freaking long ass flight
why the fuck is this world so crazy
You belong by my side
I have waited my whole life for your heart
your love
your hand in mine
your arms wrapped around me
nuzzled in your chest
You and Me
I love you, my king

Twinkle, Twinkle, bright shining stars 

I look up, longing to be precisely where you are, Umair 

Every single day, not an hour passes by when I am not filled with love, longing and wanting to be with you

You have shaken me to my core 

In every minute

I scream out Umair, my baby, I want more 

More minutes

More touches

More kisses 

More 

More

More

More of every second that is you and me

And in those moments where our passion ignites 

A fiery love storm only you can tame

that begins and ends when 

You and I collide 

Passion builds and threatens to rage out of control

A beautiful love story that grows deeper and sweeter with each moment we share our lives

Twinkle, Twinkle, bright shining stars, keep my baby safe 

Shine down over him, your precious light 

Fill his heart with the knowledge of love that is eternally, entirely and utterly his

I ache for you
I ache for you
in every single way, impossible to describe
need you more and more every single day
we spend our days and nights together, and you are nearly 8000 miles away
I want to feel your hands on my hips
aching for you sweetly as you pull me into your arms
where I have always belonged
where I can curl up and listen to the words and stories you share with me
never ever have I felt such peace
safely surrounded in your loving arms
waves of slumber softly calling to me
intoxicatingly sweet
your arms
your f#$&ing arms Umair
I need them every f#$&ing day
Meri Shohar
Meri Shohar
ma tum sa bohaat pyar krti hoon!!!

Here, in the moments where there are no sounds 

Here, you and I meet 

Waves of love, passion, and longing spiraling out of control

In a cataclysmic storm

I want to feel you all around me

Never needed anyone before and now I can’t breath when you are not around

I had never shared all of myself with anyone before, 

Maybe you realized, but perhaps you have not,

A sweet and deep surrender. I waited my entire life for you 

You are my all and my everything, and now I need you completely and deeply in every possible way

I never want to spend another single second away from your heart 

I love you Umair!

Pitter Patter 

Pitter Patter 

Sounds the drumbeat of my heart

Deep in the night, when there are no sounds 

My heart beats a little louder 

I need you even more 

I want desperately to feel your body close to me

Hear my heart

Feel each need

Umair, I need you right next to me

There is nothing else no greater need 

I love you 

Completely 

Deeply

With every breath

Eternally

You are out with friends in the city
I can’t get you off my mind
Millions of wishes forever flutter around my mind
An ache inside of me that only you fulfill
Each holiday that passes without you right next to me in real life looms ominously
You, my beloved, Umair belong right next to me
Where I can feel your fingers intertwined with mine
Taste the sweetness of your lips
Feel your heart beating in time with mine
YOU are mine, and I am forever needing you.

My sweetheart hear my plea

YOU are braver and more brilliant than you ever thought you could be

You never take the credit for all that you are

You hold up our families in the strength of your gorgeous chiseled arms
in each and every minute
I want you next to me
every storm we have weathered
is only a tiny piece of our journey
you are every single thought
I want to feel the warmth of your skin
hear you breath flow through my curls
feel the fever building as you pulse inside of me
gaze into your eyes
taste your lips, feel the heat of you and I rising
Kiss each of your fingers even more, where your wedding band lies
the symbol of the commitment we made to each other before Allah
You are the center of every single thought and every single breath
YOU are everything. You are where I begin and end
you are the love story written entirely for me
a love story forged in the sands of time. You fill my heart with a love I have never known, and I’m so proud you are MINE!