Breathless

“As always, for my air! mo aer! In every language, your name resonates within my soul!”

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Every single second is and has always been forever yours!

I want to see the world in a way I never did before! I long to do it safely in your arms! Rest my head in the softest, sweetest space in your chest that’s mine alone.

I want to kiss your fingers and your lips. There is an ache pounding from within my chest and it’s shaking me to my core!

I long for you in every possible way but it’s so much more than sexual desire! You are the air I breathe. You flow through me! You magnify and radiate, all that I am meant to be!

You are my strength and you inspire me to dream!!! When I dream… I dream of shades of our love story that I want to paint for the entire world to see!!

I want your days and nights and all the spaces in between! Don’t know how I existed before you walked in and swept me off my feet! All I know is in a world where a girl loves words and profoundly teases out each word in an artful display there just are not enough words on the planet to describe the way you take my breath away! Your name is the sweetest softest caress, in the space and time that’s ours alone! The rest of the world can kick rocks!

In your arms are where I forever want to be! Take my hand baby! I love you! My heart has always been yours! Now leap! 

A Dedication for MY INSPIRATION!

Forged through the fire, purified by the storm!

My poems, sonnets, short stories, and fairy tales are heartfelt love letters! Each word uttered! Are entirely, utterly, profoundly, YOURS, MO AER! Even before I pen them into creation, my written words are merely an illustration of the feelings you inspire within my heart! My soul! My air!

Finally, A word of advice from an inspired soul, look for your love letters and take the time to hear and feel each expression of adornment! Never stop looking for your love letters! Chase your sparkle! 

A word of advice for every beautiful dreamer, chasing your sparkle and “your” forever, never stop! Sometimes, your love story stumbles into your life utterly out of the blue and then leaves you BREATHLESS!

Also for any wondering, my personal version of perfection has several pet names, which are an extension of all the love I feel for him. You will hear “mo aer” often as it is a play on words for his actual name in REAL LIFE! It is Gaelic for “my air” He is also “buille mo chroi” also Gaelic, for my heartbeat!





And for anyone taking notes, and you thought Fifty Shades was HoT! Let me just tell you this sexy player set the bar so high that well! Ladies and Gents! Holy shit balls! Weak in the knees, panties utterly destroyed, and as always mo aer, you leave me breathless!

My Baby

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Each and every single day, I pray to my God for all the ways that would unite us! The same way He has connected our souls! When I met you, I read a quote that pretty much said that vulnerability is sexy; unzip your heart and show it to the person you love! That began my purpose to find every piece of my heart and give I to you! I did every single day in countless ways! I didn’t choose to love you, I looked into your eyes, and damn, my heart stopped! And then I couldn’t stop, didn’t want to, my heart began to pound out a song of love I had never heard before! I tried to pour out the love you inspire from within my soul and love your beautiful heart for the rest of my days! The poetry emanating from my heart was merely the expressions of love you inspire from within me, soft velvety caresses dancing across every inch of my skin!

I wish I had all the words from within the universe. You started a fire in my heart until it began a coursing fire within my soul! Now in every moment, sometimes it consumes me and rages out of control! I miss you deeply; I want to feel your pulse against my skin. Feel the heat of your body radiate beautifully, warming me from within! I wish the world could see how you have made me completely undone! My body quivers, quakes, and aches for your touch! I wish I could hand you the entire world, and I want to share it with you! The moment you found me, my life and my purpose changed! Love as I have never known, and you take my breath away every day!

Soft Sugar Kisses and Simple Delights

Roses are red 

Violets are sometimes blue

When you describe how family sometimes treats you leaves me frustrated, and I want to scream 

You are the definition of utter perfection for me! Sometimes I’m not too fond of the culture where they beat a person’s confidence into the ground! 

I want to fill the atmosphere with all the ways I love you and gently wipe the hurt away! 

I long for a world where you and I chase our dreams and make the world a better place! I know you will still fill that same family with all the blessings you have to offer. You have a heart of gold, and it’s simply a piece of why I love you and all you give despite these things! Today, I woke up to gentle sunlight and birds happily chirping away, and the only thing that could have and would have made it utter paradise was your beautiful skin next to mine! How two opposites came to be utter perfection, I will never know, but I give thanks to my God for all of my many blessings and, most importantly, for you! You could love absolutely anyone, and still, you choose me! 

Utter Perfection & Sheer Delight

Zealous and zany, you have an impeccable glow! The first time you stuck out your tongue, you were barely hours old!

Youngling, for you, this world is entirely brand new! I hope you find this world yummy and are a part of making the world remarkable again! 

Angelic, I knew you were an angel the moment I laid eyes on you! I want to give you a world that is anything but austere! 

Nestled in the arms of all the people that love you is where you belong! You are a little piece of Janna sent to brighten our hearts and days! 

From this moment forward, 

Now until forever, I will love you 

My sweet little prince, your auntie absolutely adores you! 

A Beginning

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Deep in the night, there is eerie silence all around. My pounding heartbeat is the only sound!

Reach out into the night, wishing desperately to pull you near

Words all too often consume me

And I wish in desperation I could give you all the words to express the ways you brighten my world

Time spent apart is agony; earth-shattering moments a billion miles apart

You are the flickering sunkissed rays that brighten each day 

you are moonbeams of light that dance across my skin, leaving trails of tenderness where your lips once tasted my skin! 

You are the echo of the drum that plays from within my heart! You are my promise of forever and a day! 

All of Them!

Daily writing prompt
What book could you read over and over again?

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I could read them all again and then find more to read. Have you ever just allowed yourself to feel what the character experienced. Like stop for a moment and just entirely breathe it all in. Today, I don’t read as many “books” as I used to because I write now. I don’t want to dilute my thoughts with another person’s words portrayed in my writing. You can’t plagiarize anyone else’s work if you have not read it. And if I am going to be perfectly honest, I want to be remembered for my words, leaving those moments that fill you with such emotion that you stop and breathe it in. Allow yourself to appreciate the experience, but don’t take my word for it. Don’t read only my words; read every one. My only advice, stop long enough. Put your phone down, turn off the technology, and walk through the character’s experiences and feelings and their thoughts. The truly beautiful thing is that using your imagination is an entirely free experience. You can hit pause, rewind, fast forward, play again, and stop all at the operator’s discretion. Check it out. Now trending, use your imagination, and see what incredible things you can inspire!

Does it have to be a Character in Book or a Film?

Daily writing prompt
If you could be a character from a book or film, who would you be? Why?

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Come inside the garden of my mind. I have a laundry list of people I would love to portray or maybe be a little person in the background as their entire “history” reveals itself. I want more time to, of course, have conversations of reflection on what they would do differently or precisely the same. Let’s get creative and not limit ourselves to books or films alone. In no particular order, I would like to go back in history to talk to Henry VIII.; I mean, seriously, he was a rockstar in the 1500s. But let’s be completely honest, if he could have been a little bit more particular about his sexual liaisons, maybe …. just maybe, he would not have developed syphilis which is the real “khota” in the closet that prevented a healthy heir!

I would have loved to see Adam and Eve. Fifteen feet tall like that really had to be something visually. Adam was also reportedly ruddy in complexion. So being an entirely short redhead, I would like to observe a red-haired giant! Considering the region where he hailed, it seems highly unlikely to be a red-haired giant unless the tales are true and redheads are a genetic abnormality. In all likelihood, he would have been a gorgeous Persian prince with sultry sunkissed skin.

I would have really loved to be around when that yay hoo, of a father to Adolf Hitler, who abused him and told him he could not go to art school. There might just be a line of people to slap the father and maybe divert the horrible genocide if Adolf had been allowed to pursue his dreams! Adolf was born out of wedlock and in an entirely familial relationship (a cousin.)

The father may be responsible for letting the monster out of the box and was remembered for arduously beating his wife and children. Adolf himself declared he would no longer cry when his father beat him, and this reportedly was the cause for the beatings to stop. It was also reported that Adolf, as a child, loved to sing in church and had an angelic voice.

Come back often to this post as it is very likely to evolve and change over time with new additions to the list of who I want to portray … lets get real though. I am kind of a nerdy nerd! Not really down to be anyone else besides me. It suits me, all of it! So I am content to be a bystander, observer a purveyor of all things history!

History Mysteries, One Room Schoolhouse Program

Written by Lynn Marie Allen, Executive Director/Curator

Every year around this time, teachers and students from surrounding schools, our wonderful schoolmarm from 1912, and the Executive Director from Brown County Historical Society Memorial Auditorium/ AG Museum and Windmill Lane get a little excited! Probably not for the reasons you might imagine!! Each year around this time, we pull out the slates, slate pencils, uniforms, copybooks, eclectic reading primers, and arithmetic primers, dust off the schoolhouse that has been anxiously waiting for us to return for our annual trip back in time! 2023 has entered, and the schoolhouse program will open the doors, and Miss Benson will ring the bell announcing the return of our favorite little visitors from all over the community! The one-room schoolhouse is a historical reenactment experience that allows the children to travel back in time for an authentic 1900 rural one-room schoolhouse experience. The program is an entirely FREE field trip experience offered to any school that wants to attend.

The teachers and students start the day with a short walk across the field to the schoolhouse traveling back in time, where we meet Miss. Benson, our schoolmarm (Miss Benson has participated in the program each year. We are so grateful for her time and dedication!) 

Students even get the opportunity to experience writing in cursive. The students will use a copybook for other seatwork, similar to students in the 1900s. 

If your school is interested in the one-room schoolhouse program, please do not hesitate to reach out to us and advise that you would like to be on the schedule for One Room Schoolhouse or would like more information on the program. As always, there is so much more to every story. Find it, reach out, and let me know what you discover! #HistoryMysteries

One Room Schoolhouse image is provided by Lynn Marie Allen.

History Mysteries at the Museum is the intellectual property and creative inspiration of Lynn Marie Allen.

History Mysteries, A Little Girl & A Covered Wagon!

By Lynn Marie Allen, Executive Director/Curator

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Off on a journey exploring history and I am drawn to the story of a little girl’s memory of her ride on the covered wagon. Mattie and her family traveled from Illinois to Kansas by covered wagon. You can spend time imagining this journey for yourself. The typical covered wagon with perfect weather conditions includes the following. Each wagon would travel approximately 12 to 15 miles each day. The wagon’s trek from Illinois to Kansas is approximately 520 miles, which meant they were in the wagon for at least 43 days. Mattie’s father was A. M. Hannah, and they journeyed in October 1867. The weather could have included warm weather, rain, snow, ice, or a little bit of all! When the family arrived in Kansas, they settled on the Horton–Hiawatha road and her father traveled additional 40 miles approximately to purchase school land on what will later be the farms of Pautz and Adcock. Mattie did not describe how many other family members made this journey alongside, but she vividly imagined her family attending Horton’s first birthday celebration. As always, there is so much more to every story! Find it! Be sure to stop by and share with me what you discover! #historymysteries #travel